Compassionate Awareness Practice

In the spirit of  thanksgiving and gratitude I felt inspired to share the link to my mini e-book  on the simple foundations of Self Care which begins with paying attention to the moment. 

It is my intention that these simple steps inspire you to take time for yourself, slow down and be aware of what is going on for you. When we ourselves are conscious and present we can choose to be more kind, compassionate and peaceful and pass that on to our children by example.

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Introduction to Awareness Practice the Foundation of Self Care

with Trish Dennison

Thank you for giving me the space to share a basic foundation of understanding and practice of compassionate awareness with you. 

 

It is not always easy to accept ourselves the way we are when we grew up so full of learned judgements, opinions and expectations from others and ultimately ourselves.

 

Step one is simply being willing to play along, pay attention and become aware of who and how you are being right now. Only once you are aware of 'you' now can you begin to focus your attention on adapting a new way of being, thinking and feeling.  ​  

These beginning steps bring you into the realm of the heart. The heart awareness lives in the now. The mind awareness has the tendency to focus on the past or the future and miss or misinterpret the experience of the moment. The more present and aware you become, the more empowered you are to influence and change your life circumstances to be more positive. Enjoy the journey and reap the rewards. 

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Trish D.

Whats next?

      One of the more empowering questions you can ask yourself when life throughs you a curve is "Whats next?" Things happen, change happens and it isn't always welcome or expected. Once you accept what is you are in a more spacious place to do something about it or with it. You can accept, acknowledge, regroup and ask yourself "what's next?" 

      Resistance and conflict comes from an inner state of opposition to what is.  When we are in an inner state of war we are literally dysfunctional.  It is extremely painful to live in a state of resistance. It takes a lot of energy to fight back, clench your teeth, put on blinders and try to change what is. 

      We have cultivated the mental habit of judging everything around us as good or bad, like or dislike. We also created internal habits of self blame and feel guiltily responsible for everything. "I have only myself to blame. I should have known better. I did this to myself." 

      It is most sad to me when I see someone in challenging health conditions be so wrapped up in self recrimination and blame that their body is too tense and stressed to even begin the healing process. Our body, mind and emotions are all interconnected and related. The first step to healing any condition in life starts with acceptance. 

      Acceptance is akin to paying attention. Life is our greatest teacher and is whispering to us at all times. Everything and everyone is our teacher, teaching us about ourselves. Are you sleep walking or living on auto pilot? Are you too busy in your mind, your habits and lists of should's to be present in the moment?  Are you living in a state of denial? Were there signs of change around you that you refused to admit, like in a relationship?  Do you ignore the messages from your body?  Pay attention to what you are paying attention to. 

If you don't pay attention to the problem, says Oprah, the pebble then becomes like a brick. "The brick upside your head is a crisis," she says. "[If] you don't pay attention to the brick upside your head, the crisis turns into a disaster and the whole house -- brick wall -- comes falling down."

      
      When you accept the moment for what is you can feel a sense of spaciousness and compassion deep within.  Free of resistance you open to the possibilities and solutions that can present themselves. "Okay here I am, whats next?" We can look to the past as the teacher and learn from our choices and actions. We learn what we want through the contrasting experience of that which we don't want. No need to take life personal. It is not happening to you but through you. Looking back we can see what works and what doesn't work so we can carry on with new ideas and actions. Edison and his 1000 attempts before a successful light bulb is a great example of accept, adapt and continue. 

      We can indeed continue with gritted teeth and resistance but you won't really go anywhere. The saying is "Wherever you go there you are." Release the inner conflict with what is, accept what life has offered you, know you are capable, open to solutions and do your best each day with what you have. 

    PS:  The worst thing to ask is "WHY"  For me, asking why is like whining pathetically "Why? Why me? Why now" Whyyyyyyyy. You would have to travel back to the beginning of time to get the full answer. Empowerment starts with saying WHAT. What happened, what changed, what can I do about it now? 

Acceptance and Forgiveness go hand in hand

Acceptance and forgiveness go hand in hand.  Acceptance is releasing resistance to what is and forgiveness is letting go the emotional attachments to the outcome.  Forgiveness means letting go the suffering in your mind and your emotions.

If your mind is holding on to a pattern of blame, self-pity, or resentment it is feeding your emotional state and may show up as regret, sadness, hurt, fear, guilt, blame, anger, resentment or even desire for revenge.   All of these feelings tell you that you have not forgiven nor let go. 

Non-forgiveness may be towards yourself or another person. It can also be about a situation or condition past, present or future that your mind refuses to accept. 

Acceptance is the first step and step two is a willingness to forgive. You may not know exactly how to forgive just be willing to forgive and you have begun.

Forgiveness does not mean condoning their attitude or behaviour it simply releases your attachment to wishing it were different aka resisting what is and suffering your mental perception of what that means to you.    

You live with a general feeling of discontent, resentment and irritation that is present in the background as you go through your day. This feeling is fed by unconscious thoughts that go along the following lines.    

“There is something that needs to happen in my life before I can be at peace (happy, fulfilled, etc.). And I resent that it hasn’t happened yet.”

“Something happened in the past that should not have happened and I resent that. If that hadn’t happened I would be at peace now.”

“I will never be peaceful or happy until they apologize and acknowledge how they have hurt me.”  

Oh my. You can feel it can’t you. The futility of needing someone else to do something so you can be free and happy. What if you never get it?

You are simply telling yourself stories of how you’ll be at peace at some point in the future once a certain event happens.

Are you to suffer a life of sadness and despair because you are giving the key to your own peace and happiness to another person or situation?  There is another way.

Become aware of the stories you’re constantly telling yourself in the back of your mind of why you can’t be happy now.

Decide that being happy–and at peace– is more important to you than being right.

Symbolically let them go. 

Once you are ready take the next step to surrender into forgiveness. In your heart and open to be willing to forgive them. In truth nothing others do is because of you it is because of the stories within them. When you stop taking it person you set yourself free from unhappiness.

You can begin with simple intent “I forgive you for not being how I want you to be.”  “I forgive you your ignorance, you have no idea how it hurts.” “I forgive you for being so wrapped up in your delusion and drama.” Find words that work for you. 

A Hawaiian prayer of forgiveness and release that I use is the Ho'oponopono mantra "I am sorry, please forgive me, I love you, thank you."  This prayer is not said for the other person but rather for you. It is a way of acknowledging, accepting and letting go your reaction or attachment to the past. It is traditionally said over and over until you feel a shift within. 

• The apology is an acknowledgement that we are sorry for whatever it is that we (or our ancestors before us) have done to cause or allow the adverse circumstance to take place. 
• We are asking for forgiveness for having forgotten we are love. 
• Love is a great healing power. The very act of thinking loving thoughts will tune your mind to that frequency with remarkable and immediate results. Love is accepting yourself and your feelings. 
• Your "thank you" is the acknowledgement that your intention has been heard and accepted and now you can let go. 

Good luck Bad luck

“Good luck bad luck, who knows.”

    There once was a poor rice farmer who had a very small field, just enough to feed his family. One day his only working horse ran away. Hearing the news his neighbour runs over sympathize with him. “I hear you lost your horse.  That is bad luck indeed.”

     “Good luck, bad luck, who knows?” shrugged the farmer.

     Then one day a herd of wild horses came running through the village. They ran into the farmers rice field and got stuck in the mud, and since they couldn’t get away they became his property.

     Again the neighbour ran over all excited as he declared. “What good fortune, you are rich, this is amazing.”

     “Good luck bad luck, who knows?” replied the accepting farmer.  A few weeks later the farmer’s son attempted to break in one of the wild horses but alas was thrown from the horse and incurred a broken leg.

     Of course, upon hearing the latest news the neighbour rushed over to offer condolences.  “This is such a sad thing. Your son has broken his leg. What bad news.

     “Good luck, bad luck, who knows?” says the farmer yet again.

     A week later a Chinese General is marching through the farmers village on the way to war. On this march the army is conscripting every healthy boy over 10 years of age. So they took every boy in the village except the farmers son because of his broken leg.

    The neighbour comes running over to celebrate the good fortune. “This is wonderful news, how lucky you are.” “Good news bad news, who knows.”

    

     This positive Taoist story offers many meanings. It serves as a reminder that nothing is 'good news' or 'bad news' per se, but that it always comes down to one's own interpretation.

                  Be mindful of your judgements and the stories you tell yourself about a situation. Ask yourself “Is it true? Do I know it is absolutely true? How do I react when I think these thoughts? Who would I be without that thought? What is the blessing here?